I had a miscarriage at the beginning of this month. I can't stop thinking about it. Normally the woman is not to blame. Ever. Period! But this was my fault, I was warned not to get pregnant on these pills I'm taking for bi-polar disorder. How do I let this go?
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You just have to. It is NOT your fault. Please dont let this ruin you. Keep going
@Bull And how’s your knee doing?
Thank you for your kind words.
I know its hard but you'll get through this. Stay strong. Its not your fault.
Its proped up on a pillow now. It feels a little better but I also have pills so that helps. Bless your heart for asking Ty
I am going to tell you something. I blamed myself for my wife's death. She was sick so I stayed home from work with her. She was a nurse and a healer so I trusted her judgement on her condition. The next day she still was not feeling good and I asked her if she wanted me to stay home again with her. She looked at me with a look I will never forget and I could tell she was thinking long and hard about it and she said no go to work. I kissed her and went to work. I did not call during the day because she had not been sleeping well and I did not want to wake her. when I came home the porch light was not on and she always turned it on for me, I knew something was terribly wrong! Then I came in and found her dead I tried to give her mouth to mouth but it was to late. I blamed myself for her death because I did not make her go to the doctor and this almost killed me and I wanted to die for a long time, I felt like I failed her. I knew in time I didn't know how bad she was and trusted her judgement. It was not my fault and I never expected she could ever die and now I have to keep living. Please take care of yourself
I don't know what to say. That's horrible and I'm sorry you've been through so much.