I hate me
It is good to see you are still with us. As I advised you at your other post, I really hope you will hang on and be patient. Things WILL get better, i promise. I recall, during my dark time how much I hated myself and how much I wanted it to end. It took time, I won't lie to you and say it happened overnight. And I won't insult your intelligence by saying "It'll be better tomorrow. and everything will be all sunshine and roses." Actually life is not that way. I had to slowly learn, even after I got on my new meds, to say nice things and positive things about myself. Retrain my brain. It was hard, and I am still not fully there. I still have some bad days, but I have come a long way. There are people who will be your friends and supporters at this site. I know I will. I have already signed up as a supporter. Please talk to me. Tell me, why do you hate yourself?
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