I have a lot of self-hate. I know that I shouldn't feel this

I have a lot of self-hate. I know that I shouldn't feel this way, but I can't stop. I can't handle rejections. And I don't give a f*ck if people hate me or not. I feel like a f*cked up person. At least I have a couple of friends, who love and support me, but the truth is that I'm a loner. I always walk alone. I've always been like this. Didn't have many friends in high school, until I met a few girls. They are the best. And I'm very glad that I'm not the loneliest person in the world. This post is for venting.

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Glad you are venting, that is healthy. Just wanted to let you know, in my whole like I have only had a handful of good friends. Most times I have a lot of acquaintances. When I am lonely I usually ask someone to hangout and have coffee, not the other way around.

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@CKBlossom Thank you for being so understanding. You’ve helped me a lot through difficult times.