I have been recovering from this eating disorder for about a year. Sometimes, I just feel like a mental patient, like I should be able to fix myself. But i feel guilty for eating, and I look in the mirror and hate the way I look. I hate being this way. :(
I can totally relate, that's how I feel every day. I have to force myself to eat or I just won't.
@MCRandBVBsavedmyLife we have all been there. it is hard to change your way of living.
@EmileeAnne I totally get what you're saying and can relate. I felt guilty for eating when I was hungry. Sometimes I feel like I'd feel better if I don't eat as much but it's not healthy. It just takes time to get better but it will.
@Sunshine4Days i agree with your post. it does take time and you have to be patient.