I have been there,done that and still fighting on whose gonna when this battle ,I have been on some type of drug for 35 years and beat those addictions, but this is a different type of curse. It seems like i have tried every avenue legal or not and I have found that this epidemic hit so fast and hard to all walks of life that no one knows how to deal with this type of demon. Its all about the money to the people/programs that I have encounterd . Its really up to us I hate to say. Its day by day, pill by pill . Life is not easy but when you find something that makes it easier , but I guess I really don't have to explain. Living a nightmare with all who you know dont make it easier. Just venting no pity its just how I live. Good luck to all
With each addiction comes a new hurtle and a new pain to bear. Sometimes the addiction to living a life with blurred edges is hard to give up, but on the other hand for most of your adult life you haven't ever experienced it. It might be something to ponder.
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