I have been thinking but not sure about doing piracy I know it sounds bizarr but Pirates still exist today. I feel I want more then I have I want many valuable things and to have power. I consider myself a good person but I feel that I should start taking what I can and giving nothing back but that wasnt always me and its not the real me but I am feeling the need to take everything for myself I feel I am changing into another person deep inside its like a conflict. I try to help myself but I need others help also to be more complete.
a pirate? like on ship? :) you will be okay... you can take in healthy ways... treat yourself kindly without going overboard and without hurting others... or making anybody walk any planks.
Not just on a ship Jessica but anywhere to make someone else walk overboard I thought of but havent done.
I don't even know what to say to you about this... you shoudl talk to a counselor maybe?