I have been though a lot in my life, and keep bullying myself into pushing it down because i am stronger. After sometime passes by all what I pushed down explodes. The open wounds that has been left festering explodes and i go on crusade of righting the wronges but no one cares or apologies. So i push again. am I a Narcissist?
I don't know Matt, why not actually get to the point of actually dealing with the things that you have been through even if it is painful, isn't it better to actually be truthful and work through issues instead of bottling it down and having it eat you up?
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I just saw this. I will be blunt, I don't think you are a narc. Narcs have no empathy, no remorse (unless it's fake to manipulate) and many (if any) don't ask for help because they see nothing wrong in their actions. I suspect whatever actions are a result of a defense mechanism.
I am no expert but I am not really seeing a narc.
Sorry I am using my phone and miss things
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it is ok, i am not faking anything. i am lost and he is my love and he left