I have had no choice but to move back into my abusive mother's home during this crisis. Smoking has been my coping mechanism since I was 13 years old. At 20, I was hoping to finally cut back and deal with my trauma, but here we are again in the lion's den. I think I'd kill myself without weed and it makes me feel ashamed to have a dependency.
Sometimes you just have to manage as best as you can under the circumstances.
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Weed isn’t something you should be extremely ashamed of. It does suck depending on it but all you have to do is not look at it that way and it won’t be that way. I smoke weed to keep me calm and relaxed, chillin. I wouldn’t say I depend on it tho. I am sorry you moved back in with your mom, how has it been going?
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@Bewitched64 Thank you for your perspective. I agree that I could be doing worse sh*t and weed keeps my anger in check. So far it has been as hostile as expected, but I’m keeping my head above water. Thank you for asking, and hope you’re well.