I have struggled with sex addiction for years and am now o

I have struggled with sex addiction for years and am now on so much medication that I am pretty chill. I do not have a great relationship with my husband and it repulses me to have sex with him, but I can't say no and even if I did then the urges would overwhelm me. At a loss at what to do.

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HAVE YOU TRIED TO DO THINGS THAT WILL KEEP YOUR THOUGHTS AWAY FROM THOSE URGES? EXERCISE, PAINTING OR READING?

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@T_ON_LINE
Yes, I meditate and do yoga, and read.

Sorry to hear about the your experiences. So much medications, that sounds more like your mind is struggling. Have you and husband tried anything together to help you? like counseling, or setting aside time every couple of days to sit and talk about things?

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@Griz75
He will not see a counselor or even talk about it. We have had some marital problems and he totally blames me. I do know I did some things wrong, but he was not innocent. We separated for a year once and it was horrible. He was slightly nicer when I came back but it did not last.