I have told no one about my husbands affair and maybe I just need to scream it out....HE CHEATED ON ME AND I CAN'T STAND IT!! I don't want to tear my family apart but holding everything is killing me. The resentment is growing and I feel like I am losing my mind. And to beat it all, I still love my husband even after everything he has done.
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Your instincts are right. You need to let it out at all costs. Nothing will get better until you do.
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You are feeling exactly how I felt the first time, let it out and don't let resentment grow because it will affect your recovery and chance of working through it together. ... if you choose that. Of course you love him, it's normal. You don't like his behavior. Depending on circumstances, reality is he may never do it again or he might like in my situation. I highly suggest you work through it with a therapist to get the best results for you hun. I feel your pain. ..... go on and scream, it hurts like nothing else. Sending positive vibes your way.
Vent as much as you need to on here...it helps to feel heard. I'm so sorry that he has done this to you, hang in there! You are not alone!