I haven't posted in a while but feeling so desperate for som

I haven't posted in a while but feeling so desperate for some support and help today- I used to starve/binge but only binged occasionally. I now constantly binge and have gained 8kgs (16 pounds? ) in 4 months. I am worried about seeing friends and family as they all can see how much weight I have put on. I try and avoid my boyfriend and just want to cry about how I have let this get out of hand. I just want to cry and am feeling so depressed- I don't know how to start to fix this problem?

Manic it sounds. Getting a grip on it is difficult ..are there other things you can resort to for pleasure. Besides food binge eating.. I believe its like a drug without using a drug.. fixing the problem is hard it is in the nerves I think I think you have to get to the root of the problem and start there

take action, see your doctor,make appointment with a therapist, join a face to face support group, share your story with someone you feel comfortable with. These are things that I am doing cause I am SO OVER having a ED. As they say " A trouble shared is a trouble halved"