I heard that my mum could be dying within the next 2 years as I had called them last night (they live in another country). I have no money to fly over and there is nothing I can do to change that. So I told my husband over dinner what I heard from my mum. We are Christians, so he ask and said; "did you pray to God"? And what did you pray? It is how he ask as if he was God himself and I had to answer him that moment. I got mad and told him how dare he ask me as if I didn't know what to do. Anyways that got the ball rolling and he threw his fits and threatend me with divorce again. This is happen once a week the tread that is. And on other times he say's ;"sorry and I love you." actually I don't know if I am going or coming. Also he always stay's up until 3 ish and when coming to bed he puts the Cell phone light on and right in my face and of course I wake up.
Have you considered that all this is control and not love, could your family perhaps fly you to see your mother so you could spend some time with her and also have some space to decide what you want to do about your relationship?
@CKarma I wish…my mum and dad are living in Germany and old, I can’t bother them. I am Canadian now and not German anymore since I couldn’t be dural…
It seems there is nothing wrong with you but everything wrong with your husband. Have you tried counseling? Are you working over there? Can you not save money to return to Canada. I agree with CKarma, this is not love but control. It seems your husband may be a Narcissist.
Hang in there and keep praying. You don't have to let your husband know you were praying. God is always there for you and He will answer. In fact in His word He clearly states that, "He will never leave you nor forsake you..." Believe that and keep living. It will get better, maybe not today but very soon.
@Nosta Yea counseling, I ask him and he told me get f…you go and sure you need it. Than I found out that he had done anger management before when he was with his Ex. I never met the women she also went to another country far away.
I am working part time and happy with my work, I study and home school year 12 my 18 year old who will start college in July. Of course my hubby has no work and I am scared to stay home because I don't want sex with him since he has denied it for 6 month now. I ask him about it and he said he is not schieding but who knows.
and on top when I do have friends he picks fights and arguments so I loose it and tell my friends I made and then I loose them because they heard enough already.
Oh im sorry to hear you are going through such a tough time. I am here to be your friend anytime. Do you have kik or whatsapp app.
whats a kik or whatsapp app?