I just cant find excitement anymore. Or laugh like i laugh but i really dont find it funny i only laugh at things and them stop and dont find them fun anymore. I put on so many fake faces i lost my true self in that process. I feel hopeless and that im just need to stop. I want to figure stuff out and have fun but it all comes crashing down no matter what.
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Yer, I get that a lot. I don't have a clue who I am or whats going on anymore. Sometimes I feel completely insane.