I just ended a relationship that has been so toxic on and off and I feel so horrible I don't know how to cope
You are strong, making a decision is not easy, and your feelings are normal, because you're a good person :)
@ForeignerGirl I tried so hard making it work after she cheated on me I kept taking her back cuz I loved her but it kept getting worse the past and whatever went wrong just got worse she kept leaving and coming back I’m trying to recover but every time im better for some reason she trys to come back I end up falling now I’m sad and just hollow inside its hard
Well what are you doing right now?
Working and just living day by day but I feel like I need to be with this person so I feel lost I just need to let her go somehow
It takes SERIOUS COURAGE to break off even a toxic relationship, so congratulate yourself! Focus on getting YOU back to 100%, and worry about others later. You need love right now, and you can give that to yourself, and so can we if you want! Do some self-affirming stuff, you tell yourself you did the right thing for YOU in the end and it's ok to feel bad about it now. You're grieving, and that's ok, even if this was for the best. Let yourself feel and be in that moment, whether it's happiness, anger, or grief. You gotta get that out!
Thanks for your words today is a new day although I might hurt as u say it's okay too I'm gonna start my day in a positive attitude I hope this feeling goes away soon and my mind clears and hearts starts to slowly heal ...