I just found out I have hsv 1. I really don't understand it all that much. I just feel like my life is over. All I do is cry and think of taking my life. I'm only 21 with two little boys. No ones going to want me now and I just feel alone.
@motherof2......I feel pretty much the same, but at least you have a reason to live for,you have two beautiful boys, dont give up on them! They need you, imaging his life without u . Today i was holding my niece in my arms n for a moment I felt happy again,she makes smile, i guess you might feel the same when you look at you boys,try to focus on them when you are feeling like this. They guy that i was seeing rejected me coz of this disease (i told him the truth) Im still crying im still missing him n thinking about him, but the only thing that comforts my heart now is if he didnt want me anymore is because he wasnt the right person for me coz the guy that loves you will be there for you even if u lose a leg....So im hoping at some point in my life to find the correct one for me n praying to God if He could make a miracle in my life n heals me completely coz i think the only way to get rid of this is with supernatural intervention. Everythings gonna be fine ...
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Aw sweetheart, most people contract HSV1 as a child. It's one of the most common skin conditions in the U.S. Don't let it get you down. You have TWO babies! Do you know how strong you are?! You can get through it and you'll prevail! Much love!
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Yeah my boys are my motivation to keep going. It's still hard. I don't see the point in trying to have a love life. Can't take getting rejected over and over again.
Same here i think its pointless but i still have almost nothing of hope that I might find the right person for me .....Ive been thinking to date just people with the same condition so I wont have to pass through rejection again, coz Im feeling really low atm just because he is gone 4ever n everything is a mixed of emotions that i dont know how to handle, Im trying my best but from time to time I still cry :'( plus this just happened to me 2 days ago when he broke up with me...
Well hope is all you can do.... Might be lucky and find him. I hope you do. It's already hard for me being a single mother but now... I just have learn to be alone ... For a long time.
I'm 31, single, and no kids. I feel like it's too late for me. No longer can't trust and/or without feeling like being rejection by another guy. Sucks! Even tho we don't know what's going to happen but that's how I feel right now. Angry and still in shock which is stressing me out. Sorry! I'm not there yet. Being normal and move on with my life. Hugs!