I just had a dream about a girl . I'm surprised I remember it because I don't remember my dreams . All I remember was I was laying on my friend head with my arm and rocking my hand back and forth and just laying on the couch with her . Plus she is not even my friend anymore . Then we seen guys and one was talking to me and I came back and told her what he said , I couldn't finish it . My brain is telling me that was romance because we was laying on the couch and I'm mad I was dreaming about laying on her . I hate having dreams like that and I don't want to feel romance . But while I'm typing all of this I feel like whatever . Sometimes I feel like heck I'm just gonna do it
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I know How it feels. Ive also had dreams related to HOCD. At the end you said you are gonna do it? What are you going to do?
I too have had HOCD related dreams about me doing stuff with other girls.
@aabbddqq
Yeah I only had them twice and they both wasn’t wet dreams so I guess that made me feel a little better
@Mauro
I'm not going to do nothing , I just I have an attuitude like whatever iam going to . It's scary that I even feel like that . I just have to learn how to deal with the feelings. I let the fake urges and feelings get to me. Like i feel like I would be fine being gay I just won't do it because of my mom . And I'm like um I told my mom about hocd and she asked me did I have a desire and I was like no. I felt great when I told someone about it . Plus she never popped up in the beginning when I first had these thoughts .But I guess hocd has to find some way to mess with me because the images and intrusive thoughts don't bother me . I just wish their was a way with the feelings .