I just joined this site so I don't really know how it works

I just joined this site so I don't really know how it works. I joined because my dad passed away two weeks ago. But it feels like two days. I went back to school the end of last week, and returned to my classes today. We were really close. I'm still really young, and I'm terrified. I have no idea how I'm going to grow up half an orphan. I get upset all the time, but I have no one to talk too about it because it makes me feel really guilty. I used to have one friend I always talked to but I feel bad about it now. It just feels like I'm always bringing people down, and I shouldn't dump all my problems on them, its too much. I hardly get any sleep and I'm getting pretty intense. I never knew what it felt like, I never wanted to. Nothing seems okay anymore. Suddenly it feels like my life is falling apart. I'm absolutely terrified.

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My dad died too. I'm here for you buddy.

@pologames Thank you. I joined this site like five minutes ago because I didn’t know what to do and the fact people are already being supportive already helps loads

I can't imagine what you are going through. Keep your head held high. Your dad will always be with you in your heart.