I lost my baby at 10 weeks, my boyfriend and I buried our child in the beautiful mountainsides in Southern California... It's been a little over 6 weeks since, I have been back to work and have 2 coworkers that are pregnant who talk about their pregnancy and how excited they are right in front of me, every time I see them I get so upset, I am so jealous of them and I'm so mad at myself for that...I just wish so much that I could have my baby back with me...everyone thinks I'm fine because I don't talk about it and tonight I can't stop crying
Hi,
Let me start off by saying I don't have any children, so I can't even begin to imagine how difficult it would be to lose a child at 10 weeks (bonding occurs ever during pregnancy). I doubt that these women would talk like that in front of you if they knew your history. I think you should (if you can do it without getting too emotional) talk them about your past (it sounds like you need to talk someone about it anyways), then maybe they will be more considerate of your feelings. I doubt they would ever intend to make you feel the way you r feeling. Maybe you should seek counseling or maybe consider having another child yourself, when the time is right. Your last child was needed elsewhere, you should carry on with your life. Think Positive!
And positive things will start happening..