I’m just getting over Covid and thank the Lord I’m OK

I’m just getting over Covid and thank the Lord I’m OK it was so bad...I asked God if I got out of Covid I would be more appreciative of my life it’s not happening I feel more depressed than ever.. I miss my grown children that don’t seem to care a thing about me I don’t know how to move forward I keep living in the past I keep thinking about the way my life used to be and how much happier I was, and I don’t know what to do I feel guilty feeling so depressed.. I have to go back to work and I need to pull myself together how do I start.?

Focus on the aspects you like about your job. Maybe a nice coworker or interactions with clients. I have been looking for pretty sunsets to cheer me up.

So glad you survived covid. I know some people battling it now.