I've been feeling as if bugs are crawling on me and I itch but nothings there. I began assuming I was schizophrenic Last year after hallucinating that as I walk I'm being stared at and talked about. I also began hearing my name being called and I would stop and wait for minutes trying to see who it is. Mind you, I don't do drugs. I also see people &For some strange reason feel as if I want ti punch them when they are innocent. So I started research and found a list of symptoms and I had about 85% Of them. I need help ! I see people from the corner of my eyes and when I look nobody's there. I'm not kidding im so serious. I believe that I'm Alone On Earth Everybody Else Is A Robot that shares similar traits so I can be comfortable with the fact I might die at any second. I always ask myself, "what if I died", i sometimes feel as if I'm being attracted by some kind of light and i forget about the world just so the light and i can be alone. sometimes i just have no emotions. help!
Eli, nobody is gonna laugh at you & dont believe everything you research on the internet as some it is here say. Please talk w/your parents or someone that you feel you can trust that can assist you in the right direction & a good starting point to begin. Dont overwhelm yourself & talk w/others here if & when you feel like it.
I admire you for reaching out w/how your feeling.
Take care of you.
April
Thank you April for the advice but I know people will look or laugh at me. My mom is helpful but might just think i’m acting this out. I have nobody else to turn to for help. These things i get wether it is schizophrenia or just terrible hallucinations are terrifying me. I’m losing hours of sleep afraid and thinking of my life. I also have a minor chest deformaty which only makes thing worst. I just need help even though I don’t want to be considered a psychopath.
Atta girl, your stepping in the right direction & I'll bet your mom will do her best to guide you to someone that can start helping you figure some things out for some much needed relief. Do let us know how its going, we care about your well being.
All my strengths.
April
Thanks For All Your Support April
We're all here for you babygirl, do talk w/mom.
Big hug, April
lol , and i'm a guy but okay (:
I'll let you know what happens friday
Ok sweetpea..... I'm old & cant see the lil pictures LOL :)
Lol
Soooooo did your courage hold up?????? Your in my thoughts.
All my strengths.
April
Yea, I have an appointment on Nov. 15. My mom was supportive. And it's weird how I'm scared every other day but on halloween I didn't see/feel/hear a THING
Well let us know how the appointment goes honey & be patient as it does take time for them to get to know you to be capable of assisting you in the right direction to try certain options available w/what their findings are & keep talking w/your mom as your a lucky guy to have her by your side & have your best interests at heart as all of us moms do. Its gonna be ok honey, its a starting point.
Love from another mom
Hi Sonny. I'm sorry to hear that you are having such difficulties. No one is going to laugh at you here dear. This is one of the best places for you to be to talk about what is happening. We are all here for a reason - healing. We are here with you because we need help too.
Admitting you need help does not make you less of a person, it just means you have the courage to admit you are human. And that is an awesome thing. Be proud of who you are.
Keep us posted on how things go. Talk to us. We are all here for you Sonny!
Beautys right Sonny it takes a big man to do what your doing.
Thanks Beauty. And Im still not diagnosed so im hoping for the best
i support you and i hope you can hang in there. You are winning half the battle just by going head on with your problem
Hey Sonny, I'm checking in to say "Hi" & I'm thinking of you.
Big hug, April
Thanks April . How have you been?
You dont have enough years to hear my stories but thanks for asking, let us know how it goes Monday.
All my strengths.
April
Hey Sonny, was wondering how things are going with you?
Your in my thoughts.
April