I have never done anything like this before but i need to do something because i feel like i am going to die of a broken heart. I was with a man for 2 years who i trusted with all my heart. He said he would be with me until we die and there is no one on the earth as loyal and faithful as him. He never gave me any reason to doubt this. recently I found some conversations he was haveing with other women, long conversations lasting weeks, sexting and even one stated that he met with one of them for sex. I confronted him and he says that his profile must have gotten hacked. It didn't. Even on his e mail the naked pictures he was sendiing were on there. He thought his conversations were hidden because they were iinstant messages. They got saved in his email on his face book. thats where i found them. They have info in them that nobody would know, he wasn't hacked but still says he was. I asked him to please just admit it and let my heart go so i can start to heal. He won't and I can't get myself to just cut all ties. I feel so betrayed and depressed. I haven't eaten in days, I can't get out of bed or stop crying. I loved this person. I need help making myself move on and ending this suffering. I just want it all to not be true even though I know it is.
kiasd1969, oh honey, i'm so so sorry for your pain dear. matters of the heart, betrayal....oh sweetness we will surely do all we can to help you thru this. may i suggest that you may want to consider joining others groups like, relationships, depression and/or sex addiction to get added support. the people on this site are fabulously caring and supportive.