I really don't want to keep going on , I am so hurt

I really don't want to keep going on , I am so hurt

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oh plez dont say that...we are all here for you.....plus you have already made it a long ways....don't give up now.....i am sure others on here will show up soon......just hang in there.....

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Whats up macsad, dont hurt yourself. Have you ever thought of moving totally start over somewhere. Just a thought

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@Bull I am just so hurt I am in one of the deepest depressions of my life, my meds are working . My ex girlfriend called me the other night and we were going to be friends. Then I turn on Facebook to see she in a relationship with someone how is supposed to my friend . Also when we broke up she said she was to sick at this point to be in a relationship

Heal up then go get you a new girlfriend she was not the one, just don't rebound with one you don't really like for the sake of being with a woman, take your time and find a good one

@Bull I want to hate her so much but I still love . I just don’t feel like I have I can take anymore pain

Thats good, hate is such a negative emotion that would eat you up. Let her live her life and be happy and you can move on and do the same when your ready

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I keep sinking deeper in and I don't want to call for help I just wish I had the ball just to it

I understand the pain you are going through. I am hitting the bottom too. As a matter of fact, the time has come for me to throw in the towel. So tired of this so called living. But I have a multitude of problems. Some date back the day i was born. My baggage weighs heavily on my shoulder. It keeps getting bigger and heavier as i journey through life.
You are suffering from a broken heart. I am too. My latest affliction of pain. Another one for my bulging bag. Out of the frying pan and into the fire. That's where my heart has been. But you know what? Broken heart can be healed. Best medicine is time. It takes time but trust me, time will heal you. How long? How short? That depends on how you fill it with. But you will have to go through the pain. One thing for sure, not worth dying for someone that doesn't love you back. You want to get back at that someone who cause you this pain? Be happy. Show how happy you can be without her. That will hurt her more than your death. Just like what she is doing to you now.

She was my first girlfriend in years ,and I don't think I will ever heal

@macsad
I did it. Over a man who took me like a trophy. I gave him my heart. But it was not my heart he wanted. Just my body. He left me torn apart. The pain was so great. I overdosed. But was saved. The following months were torturous. I cried me a river (its a song but
very apt). I can’t remember how long it took me to recover. I dont even want to recall his name. Whole episode put it behind me. Time heals. You will love again. You may hurt again. Majority not so lucky to find that special someone the first time. We have to go through trial and error before hitting jackpot. You know what? The best has yet to come. Your dessert will be served. Just eat up your vegetables now. The sweetness you will savour later will make it all worthwhile.

I just don't believe in love any more

I just feel it's a lie to say things will better they don't