I really need someone right now... Please message me

Mental Health Depression & Mood Disorders
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I really need someone right now... Please message me...

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Me too. what's going on?

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I am here my name is Summer

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Message me?

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How can you message someone on here? Sorry I'm pretty new

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@bubbles22 hit the reply button and just say what’s on ur mind

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Ya u can tell me what's on ur mind

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There's a message button at the top @summer69 @bubbles22

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Bubbles r u there?

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Okay well I was diagnosed over a couple of weeks ago and I ended my first OB about a week ago. I have genital HSV1 meaning that whoever gave it to me has it on their mouth. The doctors said it was most likely whoever I had been with in the past month and the only person that could be is my boyfriend cause I haven't been with anyone else. And I can't help but be mad at him even though he probably doesn't even realize that he has anything. But he has it on his mouth so he doesn't have to live with it and I know that's bad but it makes me mad. And I feel like I got the bad ends of things and I barely ever have unsafe sex. So I'm overall just mad that this happened to me. And I'm really upset because I feel incredibly embarressed every time I tell someone about it so I don't know how I'm going to be able to be in a relationship again because I feel obligated to disclose it. I just feel like my life got ruined and it almost doesn't seem worth it sometimes

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And okay I will message you Ceejay!

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I am very sorry ur going through that I can't imagine what ur dealing with try to b strong and reach out to others that understand u

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Thank you☺️! It's always nice to be able to get my feelings out there and have support. This support group is really awesome

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Last night I got extremely sad about the fact that I have genital herpes... People tell me its not my fault because the person who gave it to me forced me into having sex with them but I feel like it is my fault for sneeking around to be with him even though he hit me... Ive started hating myself and I've also started self harming again and I just need people to be here for me. People that don't think I'm stupid for hurting myself and people that don't think I'm gross because I have herpes... @summer69 @bubbles22

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@Ceejay123 You are definitely not stupid or gross! I think it’s natural to be depressed. I know I am right now. I’m also really sorry that the person who gave it to you forced you into it :(! That sounds awful! I know I’m going to go and see a professional about it so I’m hoping it helps, but I feel like it will be helpful and I would advise you to seek out someone professional who you can talk to as well. Also, we are definitely all here for you as well!

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So where r u from? I live in Mn

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Texas

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I'm from NC

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@bubbles22 lucky u I hate Mn too cold and to much snow yuck

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Awww I'm sorry to hear that :(! Well we are all definitely here for you and we are also all going through the same thing so we can all understand each other which is so nice! And no problem! I'm here for you guys any time :)