I seems i am in bonage

It’s like I don’t have a mind because I keep going back to do what I don’t want to do, i need help now or never

Hi,have u been to therapy?

hi there, how are things going today for you?

Sometimes our darkest inner most desires manifest themselves the way they do as a form of self punishment. Things sometimes happen in our lives that we don’t necessarily process right and so we begin to think that we deserve the torture or the pain that comes along with them. Its interesting how sex addictions come about, and then how they choose to grow.

I mean nobody ever starts out liking the dark and depraved stuff that you can find far too easily online, but most addicts eventually do find them. Are you more struggling with the amount of content you are watching or the type?

Is what you are into making you feel shame or guilt?