I thank God every day for the two beautiful, healthy boys

I thank God every day for the two beautiful, healthy boys that I have that I love more than anything in this world. I always dreamed of having three. Here I sit, waiting for my third miscarriage to begin. I am counting my blessings of what I do have, but it still hurts. I sometimes wonder why babies are given to people who don't want them and end up hurting them or treating them badly, but those of us who are good people and want them are punished. Suppose I am just angry.

Are you certain that you are going to have a miscarriage? If so, I am very sorry. Isn't there something you can do to prevent it?

No. It started this morning. My levels were not what they needed to be so I knew it was coming.

I am very sorry. But you are right - I would concentrate on the good you have.