I think my disorder is getting worse like it getting to the

i think my disorder is getting worse like it getting to the point that i stopped eating and just drink water i used to weigh myself almost everyday and then i would look in the mirror a see this person that was fat and unwanted

Do you have access to treatment Shea? I thought this might help, https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline

@CKBlossom thanks and nope