I thought maybe isolating myself was the best choice for me

I thought maybe isolating myself was the best choice for me to figure out my life but I feel like I made the BIGGEST mistake of my life that I may never ever be able to fix. And I don't know if its because I'm in my head or if its the truth. I know I meant well when I told him that I need to have this time by myself but what if once I feel comfortable to communicate with others, what if he doesn't thinks something else. I just hate that I think about him all the time.

does what you have to work on prevent any communication with him?

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@norseduncan Yes. Its just I need this time for growth that I never got.