My ED is taken over my life. I feel like it functions my day to day routine and I'm just the body it chose to live in. My boyfriend and I are always fighting now. He has a female friend and I have so little faith in myself that I refuse to let her be just a friend in my head. I wish for a normal life all the time. Sometimes I just want to go out and buy a big cake to eat like other people cook for their boyfriends but for me looking at food and the smell just makes me sick now. How do I sit and talk to him about this and make him see that I love him even though I can't be there for him because I'm too obsessed with myself. I want to push him away so he doesn't see this but I won't because when I start sending people away then I know I have lost my fight. I refuse to give up and be ruled by an ED
Sometimes, it is good to confine in someone you trust, because people from the outside can see things differently and their suggestions can help you. Also, if you are seeing a professional medical person,your young man should join you, because this way he will understand what you are going through. Do not push him away and try to be nice to him, and he will become closer to you. Wishing you health and happiness. God bless you.