I want to cut

I hate everything about life. And what it is. And I'm tired of people, and hurting myself in the long run. It's my fault, I know. But, I hate it. And I would like to just freakin cut myself right now. It would at least feel good. I'm so angry a blade on me would feel good with how I am feeling. It would help get my anger out.

Hi, I occasionally cute, but not with much frequency. Someone actually suggested writing my feelings on myself with a sharpie to release anger and sadness. I don't know if it'll help you, but it is an alternative.

Yeah. Thanks. It's actually been like 2 years since I last cut. And I'm feeling better now. I just kind of needed some time to calm down. But, thanks for the suggestion. Someone told me once that I should use a red marker and make marks to try to help. That worked some. But, anyways. I'm ok now.