I want to kill myself so bad

Mental Health Depression & Mood Disorders
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I want to kill myself so bad

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ED's are hard to beat. I'm almost 400 lbs and have lost weight many times and keep gaining it back. It's terrible and I fully expect it will kill me. I go to weight watchers to try and manage but... so hard on a day to day basis with so much going on in life.

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@RJDB Yes they are hard to beat…I’ve been trying to recover on my own for a year now and I keep relapsing back into it every time I try to recover I’m just so angry with myself I just want to die so I don’t keep effing up everything

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I eat out of boredom and now that I am alone eating is my only comfort. The man I love is in prison. This is hell and oreos never disappoint.

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@Pennywishes64 I eat out of boredom too it’s so fun:/ and I’m sorry I hope everything gets better for you!!and yess love Oreos lol