I want to stop, but I don't. And I don't think I can. It's like smoking, I know all the reasons that I should stop but I don't have any present reason to stop. Ugh.
You can do it, the reason is you want control it and live your life. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to:)
@Mr.z thank you. It’s just that it’s hard to be worried about the consequences of my actions when something feels so good atm. I learn all of my lessons the hard way because of this … If that makes any sense.
I do ! That's the problem. I mean I've gotten myself under control for the most part. But there's one man. It's just sex. And I can't stop. I don't want to. But it's this situation that could end very very badly
@Mr.z thank you. It’s like, I enjoy him and I enjoy having sex with him… And nothing negative has happened. But it could. And it could be really bad. It’s the strangest feeling. Wanting to continue but knowing I should stop…
Thank you... It's just very conflicting.
I didn't "beat" herpes. It's not cancer. It's a part of me forever. I live with it. It's not a big issue for me. Compulsive sex is the issue. I have very little self control.