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Addiction & Recovery Sex & Pornography Addiction
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I want to stop, but I don't. And I don't think I can. It's like smoking, I know all the reasons that I should stop but I don't have any present reason to stop. Ugh.

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You can do it, the reason is you want control it and live your life. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to:)

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@Mr.z thank you. It’s just that it’s hard to be worried about the consequences of my actions when something feels so good atm. I learn all of my lessons the hard way because of this … If that makes any sense.

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I do ! That's the problem. I mean I've gotten myself under control for the most part. But there's one man. It's just sex. And I can't stop. I don't want to. But it's this situation that could end very very badly

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@Mr.z thank you. It’s like, I enjoy him and I enjoy having sex with him… And nothing negative has happened. But it could. And it could be really bad. It’s the strangest feeling. Wanting to continue but knowing I should stop…

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Thank you... It's just very conflicting.

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I didn't "beat" herpes. It's not cancer. It's a part of me forever. I live with it. It's not a big issue for me. Compulsive sex is the issue. I have very little self control.

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