I want to stop so bad it I don't enjoy it like I use to and

I want to stop so bad it I don't enjoy it like I use to and I try stopping for four days or so and then I get urges to do it again and then I go back. I need help I am tired of this I just want to be normal again. Why is it so hard. PlEASE hELP!!!!

I feel you! It is hard but it's do able... I wish I had real advice for you but all I can say is keep trying