I was asked to describe what I was feeling and here's how it came out
It's like one day all the color is still there it's just not there for you anymore
People are having good conversation all around you
Smiling and Laughing and expecting you to say something clever
Like you once did
But you're just empty and absent. And no one seems to notice or care.
All energy is gone
You spend a lot of time thinking of things the mind struggles to grasp
Like pictures of the universe and time lapse videos that go on and on
And you think above moving on to whatever is in the great beyond
And you think a lot
You think a lot about the great beyond
Slowly it becomes the on thing that gives you hope