I was diagnosed with stage IV colorectal cancer 2 years ago

I was diagnosed with stage IV colorectal cancer 2 years ago. After numerous surgeries, radiation and chemotherapy I'm happy to say I'm still here. I do need to know if it will ever be normal again... it's been a year since my ileostomy reversal and it still painful to use the bathroom. Like shards of glass . I can barely stand it. Any advice?

group, any advice for this survivor