I was just given the news that my fsh level is almost 90 so

I was just given the news that my fsh level is almost 90 so I am seeing a specialist this week. My doctor mentioned ovarian failure and said no more. I just got married and we were a month in trying to get pregnant. I was 40 days late so I thought I may be pregnant. Imagine my surprise. I am feeling totally hopeless, sad and feel I have totally failed my new husband. Can't believe it's happening.

Previous to this you had regular periods? Hugs and welcome!

@CKarma Thanks! My periods have never been completely predictable but in the last year I would go anywhere from 17-36 days between cycles. When I expressed concern to my doctor, she said it was due to the pill and it was nothing to worry about.