I was raised my whole life watching moves constantly and seeing perfect happy endings. I was also interested in the romantic happy endings that seemed to come right out of a fantasy. Weird thing is this may sound innocent, but it screwed up my expectations of life and myself, so I feel at least somewhat a failure without romantic connection. Nobody stepped in for guidance on that one. Now I feel as though I have been overly punished for it.
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Movies and books are great, but they aren't real life, that being said, you can have great love, just not condensed into a lovely 2.5 hour package with a great soundtrack.
1 Heart
When these things happen, u have to be the one to step in for urself or the damage never gets healed. I think u r doing good with this by being in a group and participating in it.