I wish I could take my brain out and set it on the counter until I feel like feeling with it. I just want to be a zombie today and go through the motions with no emotion. I am tired of emotions!
Not *****, lol i think everyone is. But thats the part of being human. To feel everything. Or other wize youd go around biting peoples heads off and eating there brains.(Sorry bad zombie joke) But still....Find something that makes you happy.
Ha when I wrote zombie I stopped for a second cause I am here with the kids and thought I would probably eat the kids lol. I do ok must days, then I get tired of "finding happiness" I used to just feel it. Like normal people. Now it is a battle. ..every freaking day.
I promise you. One of these days you will find happiness. I promise. With good times come bad. And with bad times comes good! Its hard. So hard. Feeling lonely may be one of the worse feelings anyone could ever feel. I may be young(16), but id rather say something and risk it being nothing, than saying nothing at all.
jenn7814: I can picture my daughter saying the zombie thing. Also i feel that way all the time a constant battle that I don't want to be in it. I thought I was doing okay then this week I just couldn't stop crying and worrying then him being in the same house...