I wonder if anyone in this group has been raped or molested as an infant or toddler? I was. I only remembered it years ago, and i'm in my early thirties. I was dropped off at a family friends house, I wasn't even walking yet. I wasn't even there very long, and he put me [a boy] on a table and he raped me anally. I separated from my body at that point. He had his girlfriend there too, a transvestite who did the same. It sounds crazy, but that's what happened. I guess I have reached a point where I just don'the care if anyone believes me or not. I believe in something [exp. God] that sees all the things that go on in this world, and whoever hurt me, you, anybody -will be punished. Somehow. Someway. That includes me too. I've thought about getting revenge, running with the anger, but it never works. All I can do is keep on keeping on. I will not let these idiots live rent free in my head. Just being the awesome person they tried to snuff out is payback enough. I love that you people are courageous enough to tell your stories. Hate can and does eat people alive. It's hard to forgive but I had to. I still have a life to live.
Was your parents aware it happened? You can tell. That's awful!!!
I don't know. I did tell. I just told a person in another post that you Don't just get over it. It takes attention and vigilance. But most importantly it takes me not beating up on me anymore. Apparently this whole infant rape stuff happens more often than most people think.
That's sad and very sick. Sorry you went thru that.
@somanytearsyo not your fault.