Keeping strong is hard to do, but yet I feel it within me. Each time now, that I doubt or become paralysed with fear...I feel comforted and loved and eased with my pain. All my insecurities have been wiped out, or dulled a little. The person I love, celebrates his 21st tomorrow. I'm saddened as he hasn't answered his phone to me, but I feel all the more love for him.
I want to write him a letter of understanding and love - show him in writing how I feel, and finally admit to him that I love him, and I have for a very long time. He has guessed before, but hasn't been told officially.
I wanted to write a letter to his Mother also, saying that no matter what, if she needed support concerning him and helping him to get better, that I wanted to help or I'd be there.
A good idea..or rather ideas?