I'm 18, living at home. Almost all of my friends have gone o

I'm 18, living at home. Almost all of my friends have gone off to university. I have always been introverted, i value one extremely close friendship at a time but my best friend went to uni three hours away. I just need someone to spend time with. Someone I can trust and who trusts me implicitly. Someone who shares my interests and who i can be myself around. The trouble is that people like that stay inside all day same as I do so I don't know where to look. I have other friends but they aren't as close and none of them ever talk to me unless I message them first. I just feel under appreciated. They all act s happy whenever we're together but then they forget about me until I message them again. I feel like a sideshow that no-one really cares that much about.

The only thing I can offer is support on here and chat with you on here if you need to.

I'll take it. Thank you.