I'm 22 and have suffered with BDD for about 8 years. It has

I'm 22 and have suffered with BDD for about 8 years. It has become so severe that I usually only leave my house for doctor appointments. I've had 4 cosmetic surgeries done with little satisfaction. 1 of the surgeries turned out so badly that I now have ptsd and regret it every day, I would give anything to go back and undo the surgery. I've lost all of my friends since nobody could understand my illness. It's lonely not having and friends. I've been called selfish and vain. I just want to be pretty. I don't judge others. I just judge myself.

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So much pain and so lonely. Sending lots of good vibes your way