I'm afraid i'm going to lose my job. I've spent the past 4 months getting more and more involved in online sex. I've been going to sex chat room and i've found guys to sext with and there is a guy at work i'm flirting with. I'm not having sex with anyone, i am just getting off on all this interaction. I can't concentrate at work and i'm getting really behind. My boss is starting to notice. It's become hard to even care about my job anymore.
Your inner self dragged you into this sex phase, and the mean time destroying your soul, your soul that tells you that your are better then all of this, you are a woman with great value, don't waste your life like this, believe me sex is not everything, there are lots of things on this world that are way more important, Don't let this sex drive consume you because it will kill your soul, as it did with your creativity and your will to work.
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i think with the interaction, it gives you a sense of validation. But there are many ways you can validate yourself. You just need to figure out how.
Oh my god this is me you are describing! I have lost two jobs because of online chatting at work. I am part of a support group now to get help and I hope you will too. Please feel free to talk to me for help. Next time you feel the need to chat at work, get up and take a walk, or just do something else until the feeling passes. If you want help, please reach out.