I'm currently in a state of my leg and back hurting in any position whether I'm standing, sitting, or lying down. I can't even focus on anything because of the pain and I have gotten less than 1 hour of sleep last night. Add on my depression, which makes me rethink my life choices at night, I genuinely want to die to evade the pain and because I feel worthless.
I am so sorry.
@KimmeyFlower I’ve tried to occupy myself with things to do (like watching a movie) which has helped a bit. I’m seeing a chiropractor who seems to know what he’s doing and a GP today for meds, but the pain at time can be unbearable. And I managed 2 hours of rest last night, so it’s not too bad I guess. Thanks for your support
Thinking of life choices often leads to me spiralling into negative thoughts espeially because I don't see anything to look forward to in the future. I suppose it leads to stress and some guilt, so that's why I try and distract myself. Though it's hard when you can't stay in one position for very long.
I'll try my best. Thank you for all your help and support.