I'm feeling rough today. I'm still dealing with satan. satan keeps talking to me. I'm just tired of it. I went to Church today. I did some praying. And I just want to get rid of satan. He's been in my life since July 24, 2010. I just have to find things to do. And I talk to myself to cope. I really do need to cope. And I been having a hard time sleeping. So, I'm just giving an update on my situation. I just been dealing with satan. I had accumulated 37 unclean spirits. And now I'm down to 11. And then I have to empty, swept and garnished them. I do a lot of thinking. What are some things to think about? I need positive things.
Have compassion for yourself, look for the good things in your self and play them up.
Also as to satan and unclean spirits I you might try not resisting them. " what you resist persists"
Another words accept that they are there.
@AnnTT I just want some peace. And satan start touching my body. And I get tired of it. And he made me throw out a pair of shorts because they had a small hole in them. And he always restricts me to how many posts I can make each day. he keeps on trying to control my body. And he hasn’t went away. I just want him gone. I been tearing up the journals. I just tore up 8 to 10 sheets. I want satan out of my life. he keeps trying to control my body.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I just want him gone. I really do. I need you guys prayers. I really do. I have 273 days left of him. I just want some peace. I really do. And, satan keeps talking to me. I just want to talk to my Therapist. And, I need her. I really do. And, I just want see my Psychiatrist. I don't see him until April 13th. I want to keep talking to him. I'm sick of dealing with satan. I need my Psychiatrist. I just want to keep talking to him. I need him. I just want to get to October 31, 2021.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I just want him gone. I really do. And he keeps trying to control my body. I deal with so much boredom. I have to overcome satan. satan says he will take my new wallet. I'm sick of him talking to me. I just want him gone. he makes me cough. he took away my bus card. And I just want him gone. I'm at 37 unclean spirits. I just want him out of my life. I miss having my old life back. I miss spending time with my cousin. I miss having money in my pocket. I just want satan gone. I have 271 days left of him.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I just want him gone. I have 125 days left of him. I want him completely gone. I do have to go back to work. I do need a job. God put people on this Earth to work. And, I have to understand it. God has nothing but riches in Heaven. But on Earth, people have to work to take care of themselves. And, I have to work. I haven't worked since August 2018. So, it's been a while. I just hope by November 2021, I can go back. I just need things to do. And, I get paid for my time. Please pray when I get the job, I don't get fired. That's what I really worry about.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 42 days left of him. I just really do want satan gone. I need to lose some weight. I'm proud of you all. You all have had relationships. You all been married. You all have had kids. I never had my first kiss. I've been dealing with satan since 2010. I know that you all keep on going. I just want to be in love. I want to be married. I've been single since 2011. I just made mistake after mistake. I made my state worse. I can't have kids. I wanted to be a Dad. I'm now at 37 unclean spirits. I just wished I was dating. And, you all work hard. You do a great job. I need satan gone.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 35 days left of him. I'm ready for him to leave. It's been almost 13 years. And, please pray that my cousin, David call and video chat me. I miss him so much. I wished I could have seen him at the Super Bowl. I feel like I disappointed him. He's dealing with his sister. He wants her to go back to her place which is out of state. Please pray that Aunt get fully healed. I want to see my cousin, David. I've been losing weight. I now weigh 268 pounds. I feel a lot better knowing that I'm losing weight. I'm not eating out, and it feels great. Please pray that my mom's mammogram is normal, the next time they test her.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I have 34 days left of satan. Marlon been right. I need to get The Holy Ghost like Jesus did. I just need to have The Holy Ghost. Please pray that I get my floss picks for my teeth as soon as possible. I've been losing weight. I need to keep doing so. I have to take my mom tomorrow to the Lab, so they can do blood work for her Medical Doctor. I now weigh 268.6 pounds. I'm losing a little weight. And, Please pray that satan stops bothering me. And, I know that I've been waiting to get The Holy Ghost. I need him. I almost had him in 2017, and I messed up. And, now I need The Holy Ghost, and I plan on keeping him until I pass. I love The Holy Ghost!
well, we all have parts of us that feel "bad", but you know bad forces simply feed on bad feelings and shame. So sometimes if you give darkness nothing to oppose, it becomes a container for the light. :)
I hope you feel better soon, but you may find it interesting to search up a youtube channel, called "divine white light", and there's a video called "entity removal". I've felt a lot of relief from that video, in surprising ways. Like a huge weight lifted off my muscles and I felt peace.
@Blueberries1234 I understand. I checked out the video. I’ll keep looking at it time to time. I do only worship Father God, and Jesus Christ. I don’t any other worship. I’m glad that you stay away from sin. That’s real good. Keep up the good work. I know that you want to get married in your life, before it’s too late. I know that in the marriage, you want kids. I’m about to be 38 years old. I wished I knew in the past, what I knew now.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. It's truly been tough. I just want him gone. I have 33 days left of satan. And, you all are strong. You all keep on going. I just been so bored. I know you all stay busy. You all stay away from sin. It's been almost 13 years of satan. I just didn't know about Marriage. I would have gotten married a long time ago. I didn't know that I had so little time left. I'm about to be 38 years old. My parents separated when I was 7, going on 8 years old. And, they divorced when I was going on 10 years old. I just wished I knew about marriage. You all knew the importance of it. I didn't. I wished I read The Holy Bible. I wished that I read The King James Version. I'm having boredom all of a sudden, and it's rough.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. Please pray that I can go back to school, and get my Degree, and get a job, after the age of 40. I deserve a job. satan keep talking to me. I just want him gone. I have 37 unclean spirits. I just want him out of my life. he continues to add time to my punishment. And, I want to learn from you all. You all been in love. I have 37 unclean spirits. And, I've been battling satan since 2010. It's been a lot. My Blood Pressure, the last time I visited my Medical Doctor was 130/88. Please pray that I don't need Memory medicine, and digestion medicine when I see next time. I've been forgetting lately.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. And, now satan added more time to my punishment. And, now it's over 350 days. It's truly rough. And, you all keep on going. I deal with boredom. I want to be young again. Why did I sin? It shouldn't have happened. I didn't know the importance of Marriage. It has been 6 years of my current punishment for my last sin. And, I'm at 37 unclean spirits. I'm still single. I weigh 266 pounds. Now, I'm bored. And, then satan says that I can't have a Career Job, once I turn 40. I just been forgetting. I know that you young people are enjoying life. And, I deal with satan. Please pray that satan stops bothering my body.
@rod1985@rod1985 I’m worried about you, and feel you should talk to a doctor about what you’re experiencing, I think medication will really help silence the voice of satan from accessing you
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. It's been rough on me. It's been almost 13 years. I take medication. I see my Psychiatrist. I listen to my Doctor's advice. He's giving me the best medicine for my Schizophrenia. All, I can do is see him again on April 4th. And, I get my monthly injection. Schizophrenia has no cure, but what I can do is manage it. I just need to have some goals to focus on. I need goals that I can achieve. I'm about to be 38 years old. I'm trying to get to my normal weight. That would really make me feel good. I just have to keep exercising, and stop stress eating.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 707 days left of him. I've been trying to lose weight. I'm at 268 pounds. I see my Medical Doctor on May 5th. It will be great. I need to see him. I've just been eating. And, I apologize. It's just that I'm dealing with satan. I've been on a 2,093+ days punishment. I have 37 unclean spirits. And, you all have been in love. I've been single for 12 years. I just have to keep losing weight. I'm ready to get rid of satan. These 37 unclean spirits are a lot. I see my Psychiatrist on May 2nd. And, I get the injection. I have High Blood Pressure. And, it's rough. I just want to get better. I need to lose some weight.
An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 706 days left of him. I just want him gone. I really do. I just want The Holy Ghost. My sister has found love. I want to find love. I just been single for 12 years. I've been dealing with satan for almost 13 years. You all keep on going. I see my Medical Doctor on May 5th. I weigh 269 pounds. I just want satan out of my life. I need to aim for 10,000 steps per day. I've been short at least this week. Me, my Dad, and my mom went to a rib joint today. And, I had a slab of ribs with an extra order of fries. And, the ribs and fries were very salty. My Blood Pressure was 130/88, the last time I went to the Medical Doctor. So, I need to be careful with salty foods.
how are you today Rod?