@JayCoast You’re welcome. I need to private message the sin I did. I can’t post on here. he set the terms because I sinned. And, I should have stopped. I think when we sin, more unclean spirits come. And our state get worse. Read Matthew 12:43-45 KJV Holy Bible.
You will not get rid of them in Satan’s terms. You need to stop listening and set your terms.
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Ok… Good luck with whatever you are dealing with, i think you need a psychologist more than god in this moment… And what have you done? How bad it is?
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 268.8 pounds. I have 345 days left of satan. It’s been rough. I just been dealing with messing with my body. I just want him gone. satan makes me cough. And, he knows my thoughts. And, please pray that me, and my mom can get our rent fully paid for the next 12 months. Please pray that me, and my mom get a financial blessing to have extra money. We are struggling financially. And, we need financial blessings.
How was your doctor today?
@JayCoast Like what. Say go away, satan. he hasn’t left me. I’ve been giving him terms. he doesn’t care about my terms. You’re younger than me. I’m 39 years old. So, you haven’t really dealt with satan yet. I have 37 unclean spirits. I’m ready for him to leave. I can’t sleep at night. satan attacks my body. I hear his voice. I just want to get him out my life. I just have to stop sinning, and obey God.
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@nicekiwi I do talk to a Psychologist. I suffer from Schizophrenia. And, I don’t see my Psychiatrist until August 22nd. I get injections inside my arm. I’ve been diagnosed with Schizophrenia in 2006. I’ve been having Schizophrenia since 2003. I just need to do other things to keep myself busy. Please pray that my Mom don’t have covid. She says she has a sore throat. I need to wash at my Dad’s house on Saturday.
Is that your demon? Schizophrenia? I do wish you and your mom the best, rod.
@nicekiwi I don’t see my Psychiatrist until August 22nd. And, he well aware of my symptoms. There’s no cure for Schizophrenia. I just want my symptoms to get better. I know that you are strong. You’re young. And, you have a bright future ahead of you. All, I can do is finish the time satan planted on me, so I can receive The Holy Ghost.
@nicekiwi I guess the demon is one part of my Schizophrenia. I still hear satan’s voice in my head. It’s been going on for 14 years. What do you do to stay busy? Do you read books? Do you draw? I need to stay busy, because I created an imaginary friend. And, I never had my first kiss. I’m a 39 year old male, that’s still a Vir. I just wished I dated in the past. And, now I will be 40, and still dealing with satan. Thank you for your well wishes.
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 266.0 pounds. I have 343 days left of satan. I wish I was young again. I’m now 39 years old. I’ll be 40, next July. And, I should have listened to God. I avoided Girls. I thought life would be easy. It’s extremely hard. God said our state would get worse with unclean spirits. I get frustrated. I just wished I had a wife and children. I used to keep money. Now, I can’t. I only can work a part-time job when I get better.
I dont stay busy honestly, i just listen to my head tell me things all day and every day, probably why i suffer more. Lately i just dont want to do the things i should do, like cleaning and studying, i just want to smoke marijuana and eat popcorn with soda with my bf, thats the only part of the day i like, sometimes we draw while we are high and it makes it more enjoyable
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 262.6 pounds. I have 333 days left of satan. I see my Psychiatrist on September 18th. I see his son. His son is Psychiatrist. I just have to be honest, and tell him what’s going on. I just want satan out of my life. I also hve Schizophrenia from me creating an imaginary friend. I’m so lonely. And, I’ve been dealing with satan for 14 years. I wished I didn’t sinned. I should have read The King James Version Holy Bible a long time ago.
@nicekiwi Sorry to hear about your suffering. Have you ever thought about given up Marijuana? At least you appreciate a new day. Maybe there’s different ways of being with your boyfriend than doing drugs. I haven’t had a girlfriend since 2011. I’m glad that you are in a relationship. I just have to get rid of satan. Well, you’re young, and you have a lot to look forward to. I’ll be 41, in 2 years. I just need your strength. You keep me going. And, I’ve been having problems sleeping.
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Hope you’re doing well, Rod.
We do more than just smoke and smoking gives me a new view on the days that arent good. My man i have zero strength, i dont keep myself going imagine someone else, im sorry youve been having problems sleeping, what have you tried to do for that?
Hello Dear One,
I am so sorry that Satan has infiltrated your life. May I ask what happened in July 2010, right before you started hearing the voice?
so, i understand that you are dealing with schitzophrenia and that you need to be on the right meds, but do you go to church and have you talked to a pastor about these voices of Satan in your head?
An update for today. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 257.8 pounds. I have 307 days left of satan. I have to get up early in the morning to travel out of state to see a football game. It’s me, my mom, my dad, my sister, and my sister’s male friend going to a NFL Football Game tomorrow. I can’t sleep. But, you all keep on going. I have to move my dresser when I come back home. You all give me strength. I wished I was married with kids. I’m about to be a 40 year old male. You all work hard. I just can’t sleep tonight. And, I have to get up and hit the road in less than 5 hours.
@KidDJ Thank you. I need to focus on wellness like yourself. I see my Therapist on this Tuesday. I see my Psychiatrist on Wednesday. And, I talk to my caseworker on Thursday. I’m so glad that you are relaxing. I just have to focus on the future. I wished I had some kids. I’m still single, and never had my first kiss.
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