@lolcat3000 The problem with that is that my Psychiatrist wants to hospitalized me. I don’t want that. Trust me, I was there in 2017. They take everything away from you. And, that was before Covid. Now, you know they completely take away everything since Covid. I don’t think there is a better medication to get rid of satan. I do want to eat some fast food. It’s so hard to lose weight. I wished I had a wife, and kids. I wished I was a Dad.
Im glad i motivate you, thank you for whishing that my satan leaves, i hope that too, enjoy your cruise, take pics to show us
Wishing you all the best. Treating addictions is daunting, but it’s worth it.
but there are always better meds, you just gotta try. but i understand you dont want to be hospitalised
im sorry you’re feeling lonely
maybe it would even be a good thing to get hospitalise, if it means they can sort out your meds?
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An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 253.6 pounds. I have 225 days left of satan. I hope satan can leave my life completely. I know that you all have peace. And, I’m proud. I’m back from my Cruise. I gained 18 pounds, but I lost 15 of them back. And, I just want to be free from satan. And, I can’t sleep tonight. I just need to keep obeying God. I wished I read The King James Version Holy Bible, a long time ago. I would’ve stopped sinning.
@nicekiwi You do motivate me. I just wished I was married with kids. I’m going to be 40, next year, July. You’re welcome. I want your satan to leave also. I didn’t enjoy the Cruise, because I was dealing with satan during it. I’ll show pictures, once satan is completely gone out of my life.
@KidDJ Thank you, so much. I need to lose weight. It’s hard dealing with satan. And, then I can’t sleep at night.
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@lolcat3000 All my Doctor did was increase my injection shot to once every 10 weeks. I told him that I deal with satan. He doesn’t care. And, satan talks to me in my head. My next appointment with my Psychiatrist is January 23rd, 2025 for the injection.
@lolcat3000 Thank you. It’s hard. I just have to keep reading my King James Version Holy Bible. I thought life was easy. It’s nowhere near easy. I just need to keep obeying God. All, I can do in the future is get a wife only. I’m too old to have children.
@lolcat3000 I hear you. All, I can do is hope to get The Holy Ghost, and get rid of satan. I told my Doctor everything, and he increased my Invega injection. I just wished I was married with children. All, I can do is now read The King James Version Holy Bible, and learn my lesson.
Oh dont wait so long to show the pics! Im sorry you didnt enjoy the cruise and that your satan is still annoying you, tell it to f-off for once! Why do you want to be married with kids?
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 250.8 pounds. I have 214 days left of satan. I hope to get below 250 pounds soon. I’ve been around this weight for a while. I have to go to Thresholds tomorrow. I hate it. I just want satan gone. I really do. I hear The Crusaders-My Lady in my head. I’m glad that you all have peace. I should’ve been married with kids. I can only hope that my sister gets married. My parents deserve to be Grandparents.
@nicekiwi Once satan is completely gone, I will show the pics. Thank you, I didn’t enjoy the Cruise. I almost didn’t have a ticket for the plane ride home. We had to order my ticket on the Cruise ship. It cost my Dad 430 dollars, because it was less than 24 hours before our flight. I do tell satan that. And, he continues to bothers me, and tell me what to do. I want a wife, and I want kids to continue my legacy. I don’t like being alone. I’ve been single for almost 14 years. It’s truly rough.
Whats your legacy? Wont satan pass from you to your child?
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 253.2 pounds. I have 184 days left of satan. I need to lose some weight. Its been fluctuating. I just have to stop stress eating. I had me 2 bowls of Honey Nut Cheerios, with some crackers. I just want to get rid of satan. It’s been almost 15 years of him. I see my Psychiatrist tomorrow for my shot injection. Please pray that I don’t have a co-pay on my Mental and Physical Health medication.
@nicekiwi I don’t have a legacy now, because it’s too late for me to have children. I hope once I serve these times, that satan will leave me. I don’t think satan won’t be passed down to my children. The best I can do is get married, and have no kids. I wished I was 31 years old, again. I just didn’t use correct judgment. When God has a law, we have to follow it. And, I just didn’t know my punishment would be for 8 years for sinning. I just should’ve listened to God.
i seriously dont understand half of what you say with that satan an god talk, as i dont believe in god. What was god saying that you didnt listen?
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 251.2 pounds. I have 182 days left of satan. I’ve been having trouble sleeping these last 3 days. Now that my Dad changed me, my mom, abd his health insurance, I can’t get my Psych injection shot anymore. Please pray that I can still get it. I know you all get great sleep. I have to talk to my Psychiatrist, next Thursday to see what he can put me on while I’m still dealing with my symptoms. I just been dealing with satan. It’s rough. I need to lose weight. I see my Psychiatrist again on April 3rd. And, I have to get blood work on February 7th, 2025. I just hope that my blood pressure gets lowered.