I weigh 250.4 pounds. I have 178 days left of satan. I still can’t sleep. It’s 9:46 p.m, where I’m at. I just want to eat good. I really do. I haven’t eaten fast food in almost 7 months. I just can go for a slab of ribs, with 4 pieces of white bread, and an extra order of french fries. I am so hungry. All, I had was baked salmon, abd greens without turkey tails. I know you all eat good fast food. I just have to focus on losing weight. But, I sure do want some fast food. Especially with me dealing with satan.
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 249.0 pounds. I have 176 days left of satan. I just haven’t been eating good. All, I had was 2 baked chicken legs, and stuffing today. I had 3 small Bob Evans Sausage Patties today. I just want to get something good to eat. I go to my Dad’s house tomorrow. Hopefully he has some food. And, I’m starving. Please pray that I get approved for my food stamps for the month of March 2025, and for the next 2 years after March 2025. Please pray that I get reminded to do my Blood Work on next Friday at 8:40 a.m. I need to talk to my Therapist, this upcoming Tuesday.
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 251.2 pounds. I don’t know how many days I have left of satan. he continues to add time. I just have to keep obeying God, and hopefully satan will go away. he keeps talking to me in my head. I’m at 37 unclean spirits. And, it’s rough. And, I can’t sleep. My friend, Marlon is about to reach 500 thousand dollars in his bank account. I can’t even keep a penny in mines. satan takes my money. And, I just want satan out of my life. And, you all are young. You have your future ahead of you. I’m about to be 40 years old.
Hi rod. im almost fourty (im 37) i dont have children or a husband, i live with my parents. i understand about wanting nice food, im also kind of on a diet as i gained weight from the psych meds. but mostly i am happy, just a little frustrated with life. i just live each day as it comes, watching movies and keeping busy. i find it helps. u can still meet someone, that is not out of the question
Hey, you can get nice food on a diet, idk how yours is but the flavor comes mostly from seasoning, i suck at it, i never know ehat to put or how much but internet can help with that, can you eat butter or any type of oil? That helps giving food some taste as well. I know dieting can be difficult but youre doing well! Keep it up!
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 254.0 pounds. I have 606 days left of satan. satan added more time. I’m very shocked. I was so close to getting rid of him. And, now this happens. I haven’t had a good night’s rest. My friend, Marlon has a great paying job. I just want satan to stop talking to me in my head. All, I do is watch video games longplay on YouTube.com to pass the night time. Its been snowing where I live. Please pray that it stops. I hate snow. I can’t wait until Spring. It’s very cold where I live also. I just hope that I can get The Holy Ghost, one day. I want a wife. And, I just hope to get my Food Stamps application approved.
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@lolcat3000 You’re very intelligent, and I’m proud. I understand about your situation. I hear you about gaining weight on psych meds. I would love to be 37, again right now. It’s hard for me to watch movies, because satan bothers me about it. Thank you. All, I can do is get married. Once, I get rid of satan, I don’t ever want to bring him back. I wished I was very intelligent. I have to get to October 12th, 2026 to get rid of satan. Thank you for your reply. You’re so strong.
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@nicekiwi I can try the Internet. I look at how to cook. I try to stay away from butter, and oil. My LDL Cholesterol is high. It’s at 104. My blood sugar glucose is 108. Thank you. I need to keep losing weight. I just have to watch my Sugar, when I go to my Dad’s house on the weekends to wash. So, I see my Psychiatrist on April 3rd. I see my Medical Doctor on April 15th. I just hope I can get normal blood pressure. I don’t want to be put on Diabetes medication, because of my sugar levels.
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I think youre going to get normal blood plessure, you need to exercise as well, its annoying but once you get to see results it makes you wanna continue.
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 249.8 pounds. I have 599 days left of satan. I can’t sleep tonight. I have to get to October 12, 2026 to get rid of satan. It’s been a lot. Why do I have to do a double empty, swept, and garnished on my 37 unclean spirits? Its been rough. I’ve been talking to myself. I apologize. I should have known that I would get worse. I should have stopped sinning. I thought life was easy. I didn’t use my brain. I had money in my pocket. And, now I can’t keep money. God said my state would get worse. I should have listened. I want to be intelligent like you all are.
@nicekiwi Thank you. I need to get to normal blood pressure. The last time I got it checked, it was 127/87. And, that was elevated. Since it’s so cold, I exercise in my room. Thank you. I hope to continue. I’ll be 40 years old in July. I hate that I ever talked to myself. And, now I’m on a 9 year punishment from satan. I hope to be to get my food stamps application for March 2025 to get approved. I miss having money. And, now I give my money to my mom. It hurts. It’s been rough on me.
I understand you have schizophrenia, right? Would you care to tell me what happened for you to get rid of satan? How do you get normal blood pressure? I have no idea we could do such thing. I find interesting how you guys have food stamps in usa but you have to get approved for it? Doesnt make sense. What happened to your mom? I hope shes good and i hope youre doing well too, have you been exercising?
hope you can get rid of satan must be frustrating
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An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 249.2 pounds. I have 592 days left of satan. I can’t sleep tonight. And, I’ve been dealing with satan for almost 15 years. he was controlling my body, today. I hate it. And, you all have peace. All, I do is talk to myself. I’m so lonely. I’m still a Vir. I never had my first kiss. I will be 40, this year. You all are young, and have a great future ahead of you. I just wished I would have read The King James Version Holy Bible a long time ago. And, I’m so ready to get rid of satan. I just need to lose weight. Please pray for me. Me, and my family are taking a trip to England, and France on April 16th through the 21st, 2025
@lolcat3000 Thank you. It is frustrating. I want to be patient just like you are. I just want satan out of my life. Please continue to pray. Please pray that I get my food stamps application approved. I haven’t talked to my Therapist in almost a month. I haven’t talked to my caseworker in 2 weeks. My sister always likes to take family trips. satan been in my life since July 2010. I just wished I read The King James Version Holy Bible. I used to be able to keep money, now I can’t.
Hey, things dont look so bad if yore going on a trip, enjoy it, make satan enjoy europe, i bet it will
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An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 245.8 pounds. I have 558 days left of satan. I can’t sleep tonight. satan has stopped my sneezes. My nose hurts. I haven’t sneezed for the last 8 hours. Everytime, I have a negative thought in my head, he stops my sneezes. And, I will tell my Psychiatrist, when I see him tomorrow. My nose hurts. Everytime, I’m about to sneeze, I have a negative thought in my head, and he completely stops my sneezes. It has happened 10 to 15 times today. This is the first time that this has happened to me. I did finally get my food stamps approved. I just want to sneeze. I miss it.
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I weigh 247.4 pounds. I have 548 days left of satan. I’m so nervous about this trip to London, and Paris from the United States. It’s supposed be between April 16th through April 21st. I don’t want to go. It’s too much pressure. I hate traveling. But, I deal with satan, and satan talks to me in my head, if I stay home. That’s the only reason I’m going. Traveling is horrible. I like sleeping in my own bed. Please pray that the trip is safe. Please pray that I get my issue at Social Security resolved. I can’t sleep. It’s a 8 hour plane ride to London. I need satan out of my life.
An update for today. I’m still feeling rough. I’m still dealing with satan. I haven’t weighed myself lately. The last time I checked, I weigh 243.6 pounds. I have 541 days left of satan. I hate this London trip. It’s horrible. We have almost 3 days left of the trip, before heading back to the U.S. I miss home. I miss sleeping. I want a wife. I have to wait until October 12th, 2026 to start dating again. I just want a girlfriend. I should have been a Dad. I should have read The KJV Holy Bible. And, now we’re traveling to Paris today. It’s going to be horrible. I wished I was talking to you all. I wished I was smart as you all. I want to keep learning from you all. I need common sense.
Nothing’s wrong with you. You don’t need to talk down to yourself because it’s not helpful. Is schizophrenia getting in your way when travelling?