I'm happy to say that I am feeling about 1000 times better than I was a few days ago. My mood is up. My laughter is back. I have energy and strength to go into the world today. I've been antibiotics now for almost 5 days. And cannot begin to tell you the difference. I have an appetite today. I went for a drive in the sunshine. I'm feeling powerful again. After suggestion of many of the people here I picked up super lysine and olive leaf extract today. So I'm hopeful this will boost my immune system and i won't get a bad outbreak for a while. It gets better. I've come to a good place with myself mentally in the last few days. I don't feel sad or angry or depressed or anxious anymore. Life is about perspective right? You can laugh or you can cry. And all I wanna do is laugh. So I accept this. I'm going to be healthy and happy and strong. Because we all deserve it be. :)
I like your positive thinking how did you do it where did you get the strength to move forward?
I think that almost everything that happens to you is just perspective. You can't control everything the universe throws your way but you can absolutely control the way you react to it. I think that happiness is a choice. It's as simple as being stuck I'm traffic really. Some people are angry and get moody and curse at other drivers, etc. To me it's just an excuse to turn the music up and dance party. I look at the world that way. There is a sunny side to everything if you want to find it. You are powerful and you are beautiful and you are strong. And you can do anything you want to do in this world. I believe that. And so yes we have herpes. But it doesn't change who you are on the inside. You can't let a virus define you or your life. It's yours. You can make it what you want it to be. I'm sending lots of love and good vibes your way. :)
I really admired your way of seeing things and being positive I agree with you and some things and I wish I could think and feel like you I just can't seem to be positive I see my kinds happy not knowing whats going on and I try to. Tell myself for them I have to be strong and move forward but Its harder then I think. I can't eat can't sleep I honestly just want to die as horrible as it sounds.. I don't understand Gods perpous for me in this world. I'm really all f$#& up inside.no one to blame but myself. I hope it all works out for you your a strong person.
You can't blame yourself. It isn't your fault. And I got that low at one point too. But feeling better with the medicine and looking forward to the worst being over. As much as you have to keep your body healthy you have to keep your mind healthy too. Equally if not more important. You're going to be okay. I promise. Do something that puts a smile on your face. You are a force in this world. :)
Thank you for your support i will do my best to keep everthing you've said in mind. I hope soon I can start feeling better.
You will. Keep your chin up. Keep a smile on your pretty face. You're going to get through this. :)