I'm new here

Hey. I'm Meredith - I'm 34 & I've been sporadically bulemic since I was probably, 12?
Anyway it has been coming back lately & picking up fast

I'm sober & in therapy but this is getting out of control

I'm just scared of having a heart attack, it would destroy my family

My dr says I'm about 20 lbs overweight - 174 @ 5'8"
but I can hardly seem to stop gaining
I'm always hungry. Always tired. Sometimes I just snap, you know?

I don't know how to stop. It always happens so fast & I feel possessed.
Know what I'm saying?

Scary.

hi meredith,

hope you are feeling better. why do you feel u might have a heart attack. 20 lbs overweight is not that much... i also have kids and am worried about my health - been bulimic for about 15+ yrs. i am simply addicted to food. i wish there was some CURE for this but nothing seems to help me.

i have tried sooooooooooooooooooo many different things.

keep you head up and remember today is a new day.

xoxo,
caroline