Im not exactly sure why i feel this way but i think some symptoms of BPD are similar to mine.
Because i always feel like my personality changes because i dont have an identity.
I dont know how to be myself because i don't know who 'myself' is. I cant connect to people that well anymore and i just feel like im acting trying to mimick what my personality was before.
Is that a symptom of BDP?
it sounds as though there might be some Identity moratorium, a sort of crisis in terms of finding out who you are? depending on age, it might be a very normal developmental stage, scary and anxiety provoking but still within normal bounds. what does the group think?
Hey HurdleGirll99. As Aura82 said, it could be normal depending on age. The big thing to look at for yourself is if you have any of the other symptoms of BPD, or if this is an isolated one. Either way, not knowing who you are is extremely difficult. You mentioned that you are trying to mimic who you were before - I felt this while I was quite young and I believe it was the start of my depression, so keep an eye on it. The most important thing is self-awareness so that you can get help before problems get too big.
Best of luck,
Willow